I went to Weight Watchers last night. I was down 0.6lbs. I almost cried. I was disappointed, it wasn’t enough for me. My biggest thought was, “I thought about the consequences when I ate that starbucks stuff, so why did I eat it know what would happen?”
Down .6 was just not enough, and then they made us talk about what makes us happy!! I was so upset I wanted to cry. Fuck off weight Watchers, I’m having some major issues figuring out how to be happy, you can’t just say “Oh be happy” like it’s that easy. I know it should be that easy, but I was on the verge of tears. I wasn’t a very good buddy to my Mom.
This week I have decided to give myself some incentive. If I track every single bit every single day, ESPECIALLY Sunday and Monday, then I get to buy myself something online. Anything I want at all $25 or less. ANYTHING. I can waste it on a princess Leia Beach Towel, Big Bang Theory minifugres, A Disney something!!
I just tried to think of incentive for tracking for a month but I couldn’t think of anything. I think I need to concentrate more on doing this one week at a time. If I track everything this week and get my prize I will just have to think of another prize for the next week!
This week I am going to do everything in my power to concentrate on the positives. Any type of positive, not just weight related.
Positive thing of the day: Tonight I’m going to see a friend, and possibly see Pitch Perfect 2.